Tonight I went to a poetry reading hosted by one of my all time favorite professors (no, not the one I have a crush on). We listened to a local (Davis) poet named Hannah Stein and her works are truly beautiful. SHE is a beautiful person and lovely to talk to. But what I really want to ramble (fangirl) about is the reception held afterwards by said professor at his house.

( Only an English major would get excited about this, I suppose. )

001. The abuse is adorable. :X

So I've been stalking the QMi Baidu bar and came across these pictures again. This time I was looking through the comments the Chinese fans made and came across a wonderful discovery.

First, here are the pictures:



What was going on between them? This was the exchange according to a fan:


Kyuhyun: BABO!
Zhou Mi: 你才BABO! (You're the babo!)



Expect more of this in the future. >>;

EDIT: QMi Crusade!!! Remember our talk of a comm? COME TALK TO ME WHEN YOU GUYS CAN.

With the laptop back, the old habits also return. The plus side? Catching Blue Tomorrow when it came out.




Zhou Mi. You SLAY me, you're so beautiful. Other than that, was it just me or did their eyes look kind of creepy? It was dark and you couldn't actually... see them? The burning of things kind of amused me. And although the sitting had a nice effect in the beginning, I would have liked if they were up and moving a little more. Idk. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I just wanted more QMi. >>; ngl. There was a bit at the end where they're standing really close, but that's it. Sigh.

Add: Han Geng's tear cracked me up. :X That is all.

I should go back to sleep.

If I could, I'd live off of both Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi's amazing voices. Speak, sing... Either or. BOTH. But we all know that already.

( In which I fangirl a professor )

For those who don't already know, my laptop's power cord finally gave out last... Friday? I think. So I had to order a new adapter and everything. Just checked the order status and it's FINALLY shipping. I should get it within a day or so. On the plus side, this has helped fix my sleeping habits a bit?! :DDD

Anyway, while I've been without my dear laptop, evaporate kept me up to date on all the fun SJM activities. Her translations and reports were FANTASTIC to read and cheered me right up everyday. Thank you for that! She says she has ideas for QMi fic, but hesitates... which I can whole-heartily understand. There will be no bullying, only sideline encouragement.



... winged!suju. I have like 40 something words. :| and pages of notes. Please hurry up and translate those notes into fiction, Self! "Smut" fic came to a halt after 1,000 something words and there is still no actual smut. Chaptered fic has no new chapters... I fail at life.

LAUGHING... CRYING... SHAKING... SOBBING!!! HAPPY CAMP WITH SJM, OMFG... !!!



Yes, MiMi, you really do have the longest, sexiest, most amazing legs ever. Sorry, Han Geng. >>; But, LOL, Siwon and Han Geng carried him off and started spanking him after he said that. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ Kyu was just kind of snickering off to the side. >3


KYUHYUN IS SUCH A BULLY/BRAT/EVIL DONGSAENG. I love him so much. *u* SJM playing musical chairs is effing hilarious and on so much crack. Those boys play dirty. BWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... WIN.



EDIT: STILL WATCHING... OMG, HENRY, WTF??????? You would steal Hannie's UNDERWEAR and WEAR them?!

Welcome!
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Welcome to Neulparan High!



...Sucked into another one. Can't help it. >>; This is what I do when I would rather not think about school and when I can't seem to work on fic. Ah, RP, you lifesaver.

KAM, why is your MSN fail?! DDD:

I'm in the University Union at my school right now trying so hard not to laugh...


THE ENDING OF THIS. OMFG.

Entering my first contest! o_o; I'm going to keep my expectations low because I'm cynical and pessimistic like that. Besides, I won't end up disappointing myself that way. Great logic, yeah? xD



So this fic's deadline is November 3rd. I have no idea if I'll make it, but I'll try anyway. There's some vague forms of plot ideas I have floating in my head so that's a good start, I guess. Other people should join too! It should be a lot of fun. <3

So aside from that, I have another fic I've been working on for about a month now. Yes. An entire month. That's the longest time I've ever spent on writing fanfiction. Here's the worst part: it's only 1035 words long thus far. Of course school is partially to blame, but it's not the entire reason. I'm playing with present tense for the first time and I want it to really mean something? Kind of poetic too. Looking back at it now, I laugh because when I started it was supposed to be something ENTIRELY different. >>; *cough*

Anyway, I think that's it for now. I'm gonna try to write some more.

It's about 10:40 PM and inspiration suddenly hit. Although I'm tired and should be sleeping, I'm going to write.

By golly, I'm going to write.

I've fallen behind in the Kpop fandom world again. Crying forever. I shudder to think how many pages I have to backread. Though I have been checking up on pictures when I have the time so I don't think I've missed any new stuff in that area. Hurray for my bookmarked Baidu bars~

I need to write. It's not even a want anymore. It's become a desperation? I have a pretty good idea what I'd like to write for chapter 6 of Smoke and Mirrors... along with other ideas for stuff. MY MUSES WANT OUT AND THEY ARE DRIVING ME INSANE.(Maybe that's why I'm getting frequent headaches?)Time time time~ Where has it gone?

It does not help that I want to sleep ALWAYS as well. Seriously. Not cool.


... I'm getting old. D:


QMi Crusade. A million times I'm sorry! We still need to discuss plans, right? T__T

I just waded through pages upon pages of flist posts. I fell so behind. ;~; I'm sorry guys! At the moment I'm mostly settled into my apartment though my room is still a huge mess and classes this year should be okay!

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY: IT WAS cinnamonzz's BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY. I'm currently in the process of making graphics. I wanted to wait until I was finished, but that might take a while longer...

QMi Crusade! You guys should add me on MSN and spazz with me (andthecaptainsaid@hotmail.com). I really can't type out all my fangirling right now. But I do have a couple of pictures I wanted to discuss:

( ... >> )

Ack. I still have last minute packing to do. ><; I'll catch up with commenting once I'm back at school and settled in~ <3 But before I go:

( SJM as... kids? A bedtime story... apparently. >>; )

This goes out to all the friends I made recently!

Let me first say that it feels so good to meet people with the same interests because I rarely have the opportunity to express my love of fandom related things in rl. Zero outlet = a very frustrated Will. I feel kind of weird saying mushy things like this, but you guys deserve all the mush. haha.

Even though we've only just met - bitmoo, cinnamonzz, impeople, mirai_nante, and TIMESINFINITYD: myiuchan - commenting back and forth between all of you abut SuJu, SJM and QMi has made me so giddy the past few days and I really needed it. (Alas, summer vacation ends tonight for me.)

Can I call us the QMi Crusade? xD lol. Lookie what I made! because they should have been standing next to each other ;;



yunsias, your Siwon is hilarious. ^^ I look forward to more entertainment in the future. How do you like my Kyu? :3

no_genre, my Big Bang/GTOP mentor. I'd just like you to know that I enjoy stalking kwonleader, and I hope to do more for the fandom once I learn more. :D

Last, but not least, thelovelight is not a new friend. In fact, we've known each other for how many years now? o_o;; You know ilu, even though school has taken you away from me.

It's currently 10:00 PM, Pacific time as I start writing this journal entry.

I have exactly 333 words written for my new fic project, which I began about two days ago. There's something seriously wrong here. School hasn't even started for me yet. 333 words? Only? This is why I can never become a novelist. It's kind of funny though because I really want to write this story. I want to get it down on paper/Word. I want to see the plot play out successfully. I want the characters to come alive. Maybe I can't write because I want it so badly? Does that even make sense?

I feel restless. Paralyzed.

Sadly, because of my need to surprise thelovelight with my stories, I refuse to talk to her about them. Otherwise she'd be the first person I go to to complain about plot related stuff. xD

...I keep digging the hole deeper it seems.

On that note, I have a love-hate relationship with my English major. It has ruined me.

Peace out, yo.

I seriously could not sleep all night. Kept waking up... and finally...




Highlights:

*Kyuhyun's amazing, SEXY Chinese. I thought he was good at pronunciation before... He's gotten EVEN better. It's all of Zhou Mi's intense training, for sure... *cough*
*ald;fnksadfn NERD HANGENG = LOVE FOREVER. He's so freaking adorable. Jessica, don't break his heart! His superman transformation had me swooning~
*Henry dances! Like a mini solo dance. Yeeeessssssss!
*Speaking of the dance... THEY CLAP. How cool is that? I have a thing for clapping? Um, yeah.
*KRZ. End of story. The strongest voices. I'm a little sad that Zhou Mi didn't sing as much in this though. Only one tiny solo part? WOEZ.


I want gifs. Now. Though I'm sure they're coming as I type this. o_o Thank you ELF.

Sorry about the double post, guys, but I found more pictures on Baidu so I had to split them up.


LOOK AT THIS. :D



( a;sdlkfna;dsifna INCOHERENT. )

Zhou Mi, Henry, Han Geng and Siwon spotted at the airport!

Warning: image heavy and fangirling ahead.

( Viewer discretion advised? )

UMMM. Harry Potter musical. IDEK. That's part one of Act one! :D
*continues watching*

I don't even care that the name is SUPER GAY. a;kdnfa;dadn DO WANT. RIGHT NOW. Let's not even start on the images...

*ahem* Now that I have calmed down a little, this definitely gives off a Sorry Sorry feel to it. From the electronic music to the way they sing "Oh my super, super, super... 我是你的 super man" The suits KILL ME. They look a million times sexier in the teaser video than they do in the group shot released earlier. The hair. It actually looks soft here rather than the kind of iffy/stiff hair styles they all sported ( except for Mi and Hae) in the picture .

... So... there is nothing gay about their teaser vid. NOT AT ALL. Hannie adjusting his bow tie and the others adjusting their suits like fucking hot business men or something.